Christmas and especially the pre-Christmas season are personally very important to me. I love this conscious coming down, to light the candles, when it is dark outside and the inner reflection. But unfortunately leaves a life is not always possible to (increasingly rare) to find peace. The older I get, the greater – perceived – Problems and challenges come up to me. At the same time, however, solve songs like “Happy Xmas” John Lennon this longing for peace and Zuruhekommen from. The inner conflict is sometimes beautiful outwardly noticeable.

This year I've spent part of the holiday season with my sick dad. Where it is not about the what and when and how intensively, but the “it-is-now-non-releasable” Problem. I expect – naturally, because it's Christmas – that all ailments and even more of one or two doctor's visit(in) are solved. But forget it, that my dad for years or decades of severe diabetic and nothing has yet been solved simply. Once you have operated on him a piece of meat out, instead of the lipoma …

Only he's just my dad and it's Christmas. Even though I'm almost too old to believe in Father Christmas, he's still my dad, which should be strong and unyielding, to face the adversities of life. So I hope this small or large Christmas miracle, although I know, that it will be otherwise, just because, …

“Child-be” was great, because since the ratios are basically clarified, or should be,, but now a lot revolves around and I did not just my two successor but also 2 Foster children (because when Dad is sick, then meets the one after 40 Years all the more).

But who knows, maybe the Christ child really comes even to me, because I have this year helped very much – both when packing, Decorate Christmas tree, Papa doctor- and nursing home stays.